Allow me to introduce myself

Dear you.
I find myself in a dilemma.

Like on a first date, with a beautiful human being, I need to simultaneously speak my truth,
and yet allow things to progress naturally, with no coercion on my part.
I must speak from the deepest regions of my heart and try to connect to you. While I
transmit the essence of my being, I need to be mindful of the essence of your being.

Would you like to dance with me?
Can I lead you on a journey of perceptions and emotions?
Will you be my passenger?
Can you allow yourself to let go of your separate self, in only briefly, and trust the wisdom of a being that is a stranger to you?
Are you willing to surrender to the journey of getting to know the phenomena that exist in both in our material plane?
Can you become aware of your first reaction to the words you just read?
Do you feel like each letter is pulling you that much closer to the holy core at the centre of the universe?
Do you feel like each word is pushing you away?
Whether your reaction is one of attraction or rejection, can you simply just allow it to take place, without having an opinion of it?
Can you allow yourself just to exist and react the way you react to all the phenomena that surround us?
Can you feel an attraction and a rejection at the same time?
Can you let me in, but keep me at the door at the same time?
Can you embrace the simple fact, that you do not know where I am leading you?
How does it feel?
How does it feel to be led?
Do you feel safe?
Do you feel anxious?
Do you feel bored?
What is your favourite colour?

Do you have a favourite colour?
How is your reaction to a specific question?
How did you react when I asked you about your favourite colour?
Did you notice?
Were you aware of your reaction?
Were you mindful of what was happening?
Do you like dogs?
Do you like me?
Do you need to know more, before you make up your mind?
Are you breathing with your nose or your mouth?
Is your breath fast or slow?
Somewhere in between?
You don´t know?
What voice do you hear in your head when you read what I just wrote?
Do you trust that voice?
What does your heart tell you?
Have you ever heard a fifth?
Do you know what a fifth is?
Are you offended by my questions?
Do you like them?
Are they wasting your time?
Can you trust someone you have never met?
How do you say the number two in Spanish?
Did you ever kiss another person when it was raining outside?
Do you remember the first time you kissed another person?
Do you remember how you felt?
Did you expect the kiss?
Were you waiting for it?
Did it fulfil your desires?

What do you desire?
How would you react if I told you that you can´t have it?
What is the name of the biggest mammal in the world?
Do you like this dance?
Am I a good partner?
Am I a good leader?
Do you think I am weird?
What is the name your mother?
Do you have a pet?
Has someone told you that you are beautiful?
Has someone told you that you are ugly?
Has someone told you that they love you?
Has someone told you that they hate you?
Did you ever go to Paris?
What is your favourite ice-cream?
Do you trust me?
Do you trust yourself?
Have you ever dreamed that you could fly?
Can I pay for dinner?
Would you like a second date?

by Ýlir

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